Days are counting down. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second, every millisecond.
Should I transfer to KL next year? I even printed out the analysis of pros and cons that I made myself out of boredom hahaha. However, somehow, I am still unable to come up with a decision. Ohgawdwhy -.-
I'm running out of time. Seriously. Stupid procedures of Sunway Residence compels me to speed up my decision-making process but in fact only deprives me of my precious time to give really good consideration on this matter.
What is holding me back?
Peers?
I would say, No. I've got friends who are surely going to KL in July. But it's kinda weird if you suddenly join the class halfway isn't it -.- And nah, I'm on my own. Following the crowd is never an action of mine.
Family?
No. I'm independent enough to leave home for a month or two. Homesick won't kill me.
WHAT ELSE?
I myself have no idea, too -.-
The environment of Sunway KL is very conducive for studying. But the temptations surrounding you should be taken into account as well - endless entertainments including shopping mall, pubs and clubs, all in walking distance. You might mix with bad friends there. The bad peer influence may get the best of you. The quality of the lecturers is also an important aspect. And nobody can really determine that 'cause it's very subjective and you need to have experience of studying at both the places then only you will have the right to make any judgement.
A big problem is that I don't feel like studying when I'm at JB. I don't know why but I just don't feel like studying -.- FML. I'm just hoping that when I go KL, I will be motivated by all the people studying around me. During my campus visit, there are people studying at every corner of the campus. Which is a good thing, but, on the other hand, kinda stressful too -.- Whatever, as long as it can motivate me to be hardworking, I really hate the lazy me. And I don't wanna fail any other paper again. I wont't let it slow me down. My aim is to become a master graduate at the age of 22.
The Kluang gang @ Sunway JB!
JB mates! How I wish KL people can be as nice as them. No drama. No drinking or smoking or clubbing or whatever bad habits.
With the KL gang from Taylor's and also Sunway!
Each and every one of them is so hardworking now.
What do I really want? If you want a true answer from me, I honestly don't have any idea. I don't know.
When can I come up with an answer? Damn. I hate myself for being so hesitant and irresolute.
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