就那仅有的0.1%

當你心血來潮翻翻聯繫人列表 你會發現



其實90%的人是擺著罷了
有事了就聊兩句
沒事的時候就跟死了似的



9%的人 偶爾會在無聊的時候想起你
湊合著跟你聊兩句



0.9%的人 是故人
你只能看著不能聯繫 不必聯繫 不該聯繫



剩下0.1%的人 是真把你當一回事的人

好好珍惜吧
趁歲月蹉跎沒有把你們分開

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Isolation

I believe many of us feel isolated, right? 

Especially when you leave high school. (sadly some even experience it in high school )

Things get even worse if you're a transferred student from another college.

Cuz everyone already has his own gang. No one would give a fuck.

And even if you've got yourself a gang, sometimes you realize that you do not really belong to the gang, don't you?

So you begin to tell lies, cover things up, act rich and do what they do.

In the end, someone finds out everything about you is a lie and you lose him/her as a friend.

So many of us want to fit in, but fitting in shouldn't mean hiding your real self behind a mask.

Fitting in shouldn't be sacrificing a part of yourself to gain popularity and friendships. 

Cause that would be all false ones, and not genuine.

Taken and edited from Sunway University Confession #4909 

#OutOfTopicCrap

Okay things are getting better. Getting to talk to the gang more frequently hahaha. 

No, I don't talk to him because he drives Audi k. 

Idk why. I think we can really become bros yo. 

Similar personality. Frequent eye contact before we actually talked to each other. ( EH NOTHING GAY LOR YOU GUYS DON'T IMAGINE THINGS )

Love at first sight? Dude it's bro at first sight! HAHAHA

Cheers to our soon-to-be brotherhood ;)

K more details on next post. BUHBYE.

寻觅吗？还是继续等待？

各位 久违啦

难得今天有灵感 就来po文吧

今天要谈的是  爱情

没错 你没有看错

不要吓到叻 XD

老妈老妈从小就叫我读书的时候不要拍拖 = =

每次说到拍拖都会有以下这些对话 

老爸：“不要那么早拍拖啦 等你出去工作了见到更多人 更多机会不是吗 读书就读书 不要一边读书一边拍拖”

老妈：“ 我养你一个都辛苦了 你还要我帮你养女朋友？！等你以后出来赚钱后才拍拖自己养女朋友啦”

我：“我又没有说我要拍拖你们紧张什么鬼啦 -.-”

老妈：“你老爸去算命算到来 你21岁会生孩子！”

老爸：“你不好跟我去外面乱搞女人厚”

我：“ = =.....”

从以前开始都不会说特地去寻找爱情

就觉得 一切随缘吧

该来的总是会来

对的人迟早去出现

可是厚 去了Sunway之后

每天看到学校里的人成双成对

sweet到半死

讲不羡慕真的是骗鬼

每天在学校等那个早上大便的Amanda

就一个人坐在那边按电话咯

往左边看是一对情侣

往右边看也是一对

真的很羡慕叻！

也难怪zomok那些朋友去了KL之后那么快就找到另一半了

哈哈

因为大学生活里

一个人真的是孤单寂寞的

但是

羡慕又怎么样叻 

就是遇不到感觉对的人啊

爱要耐心等待  仔细寻找  感觉很重要

真的要去寻找吗

对的人不会随空而降 出现在你面前吗

还是已经插肩而过

但你不知道？

表哥说：“大学恋爱是甜蜜的 这是人生的过程 兼顾得好的话是不会影响你的学业的 反而可能还会激励你更努力叻”

虽然是想谈一场恋爱

但是我也不会为了谈恋爱而谈恋爱啦

不过我很惨下的咯

不帅 高又不高

又没身材

没钱但爱花钱

学什么人家谈恋爱

切

发什么白日梦

读书去

那个班上暗恋我的人几时要跟我告白？！

也不要透漏你的身份！

我又不会吃掉你啦！

我希望我的未来女友是热爱摄影滴 ;) 

Ps: 不是自拍= = 

希望可以拍很多很多这类的照片

最后 

祝福所有朋友都幸福啦 :) 

我

继续 等待。

文字

原来简单的一句


"Thank you for trusting me" 


可以让人感到如此温馨






千万别小看文字的力量
有时简单的几个字
就能给予别人希望，力量


水能载舟，亦能覆舟。


同样的
有时无心的字眼
会触及到别人心中深处未愈合的伤口


有时口快说错话
或是随意的开个玩笑
就会看到对方脸色大变



或许
有时候是
说者无意听者有心吧

Change your words.

Change your world.

让我们一起去学习善用文字的力量好吗

回憶還是最美

1211AM

還有九天就大考了 

上課時一問三不知

看著老師嘴巴不停的動 

腦海里的問號也就不停的浮現

做一題past year翻這裡翻那裡到最後花了一個小時多來做一題 

壓力真的很大

壓得我喘不過氣來 

窒息

以前SPM的時候一次過拿11科

還是可以兼顧得那麼好

從前的動力去了哪裡 

每天做add math的精神被落在何處

整兩年沒有動數學了 

那個腦是笨到不行

我覺得上天真的很眷顧我 

老實說PMR過後我就沒有真的很努力很用工過 

但是成績出來還不是那麼的差強人意

於是 我便利用上天對我的厚愛

開始懶惰 每天得過且過

就這樣 我完成了CAT 

天真的我以為

最後一分鐘的讀書方式讓我安全渡過了CAT

ACCA也當然可以

直到我拿到了預考的成績後

我才發現 這次連天都救不了我了 

一個sem區區的三科 全軍覆沒

而且發現大事不妙後我並沒有開始每天讀書 

還是繼續instagram fb twitter的日子

現在只剩十天了 

那種非常強烈的動力才開始在血液中狂奔 

但是萬事已晚 

現在我只能希望大考不要三科fail完就好了

真的很對不起我爸媽

想當年

最差的科目就是bio

form4 第一次考試fail

也是人生中的第一個fail

柔姐每次都耐心教導

最後也拿了個A 

還算不算

考試真的會讓人崩潰

尤其是當從前的回憶突然被攤開的時候

很多情緒被混在一塊兒 

真的需要釋放出來 

不然隨時會瘋掉 

回憶越美就越是傷人 

昨晚夜深人靜的時候 

一個不小心按到了replay鈕

回憶開始不停的重播 

看著那些片段 

眼淚不禁流了下來 

才發現我壓力真的很大

我真的很懷念以前和一大群朋友一起讀書的日子 

大家都會準備好自己最強的那科 

然後去給其他人補習 

個個都隨傳隨到

誰都不曾放棄過誰 

讀到餓了就去煮飯吃

很想念柔姐的tomyam

背moral的nilai從桌上背到地上去

讀bio讀到兩三點

隔天再一起帶著黑眼圈上考場

這些似乎都成了慣例 

每次考試都有你們的陪伴 

你們的扶持

現在認識的朋友不管有多好

還是比不上你們這一群

我說 等考完試後 大家一定要去我們以前在一起讀書的地方 

拍照拍照再拍照

因為我知道

就算過了十年 二十年 甚至三十年

還是沒有人可以取代臨時抱佛腳study group的地位

我 真的很想你們。

偽裝出來的微笑能掩飾哭紅的雙眼嗎 

Strive!

Wow I actually have not blogged for like two months?! I'm surprised! HAHAHA


Back in Jaybee again. Finally had time to on my lappie and blog hahaha. Basically I left it there to die for almost three weeks already because there was a hiatus on Vampire Diaries and I was having mock exam therefore I had no reason to on my lappie LOL.

Okay I screwed up my mock, again. It was no surprise. Everything was just the same as last year - the daily routine, the thoughts and the promise I made to myself. Staying up every single night in the week of mock, panicked before entering the exam hall for each paper, regretting for not starting the preparation earlier and saying "I must study everyday after mock exam for finals." and "I shall revise everyday next semester." to myself.

But why can't I keep the promise? WHYYY. After mock there was a one-week-break. So-called break because the revision classes happened to begin on the sixth of May, which is next Monday. 

Yeah, we shall, we should, we must rest for a few days after exam. I went out like almost every single day when I was in Kluang -.-"   (pictures at the end of post XD ) I've rested enough already but I don't have the MOOOOD to studyyy. ASDFGHJKL!!

General Election is on this coming Sunday and for sure there will be serious heavy traffic everywhere and I have morning class on Monday hence I've got no choice but to come back to Jaybee yesterday due to many reasons.

Okay I'm actually not some political enthusiast because things are just very virtual to me. Yes I definitely want to UBAH because BN has been taking control over the country since the independence of Malaysia and we have seen how 'well' they have ruled the country. Thefts, robberies, brutal murders, kidnapping, all kinds of crimes can be seen on the headlines everyday. There is no guarantee that if PR takes over the control all the existing problems will be gone but at least there is a CHANCE that our country will have a better future. It's actually a gamble. And if PR wins the election, out of the three rulers, who shall be the PM and will the other two be satisfied just like that? And the three parties have their own views in particular issues, they can never see eye to eye. Plus PR anyhow gives unachievable manifesto for example take over the highways with the intention of gradually abolishing tolls. I mean like, just use your brains. How can they abolish tolls? It's a huge source of income of the country. Even if they DO abolish tolls, for sure they will impose something like an annual public transportation fee or something that is like road tax. I will laugh my ass out if PR wins this GE but BN makes a comeback the next GE because PR simply just can't fulfil their manifesto. Anyways I still HOPE that PR wins because we all deserve a better life than this. Let's hope that BN doesn't come up with some dirty bitchy little tricks and make this GE as BERSIH as possible. 

HAHAHA I didn't realise I typed so long on the GE issue LOLL. Okay voiced everything out already. Shall get back to books now -.- k byeee. 

Photos are directly from my phone. No time for edit and framing sorry.

同类？

其实人类的想法真的很难让人揣测
尤其是xx 更让人难以捉摸


最讨厌表面上跟你很好 却在背后说尽你坏话的人
这种人真的是有够犯贱。

A true friend stabs you in the front so tell me why my back is aching.

去巴结去认识那些出名的人 真的会让你变出名吗

真的会让别人会多看你几眼吗

你那么在意众人的眼光

那你有没有想过别人在背后为你贴上了什么标签

甚至你最亲的朋友也你背后对你指指点点

其实 你的故事啊 

我道听途说也略知一二

可是我不相信

在我印象中你绝对不是这种人

但是

你证明了谣言的真实性

真心对你的人 你毫不理会

宁愿掏心掏肺费尽心思 去讨好去奉承那些名人 

尝试融入他们的世界

可是却被困在门外

你很可悲，你知道吗？

我们都看得出你很努力地尝试把自己变成完美无缺

想讨好每一个人

但是你的性格就已经是一大败笔了

希望你会觉悟 祝你好运

Nobody's perfect. 

So stop trying to be perfect. Just be yourself.

动不动就无理取闹
处处要别人让你
欺善怕恶
喜欢占人家便宜
爱使唤别人
凡事都认为自己永远都是对的
你还觉得你真的很受欢迎哦（偷笑）就算是也只是表面上。
如果你完全不知道你是这样的人
那你需要好好反省了

Bitches be like "Omg I've missed you!" and says

 "Omfg look at this bitch, still look as ugly as ever." on their mind.

无事不登三宝殿
这话说得一点也没错
其实很多人都是这样
当不被需要时，连见个面都是多余。


如果这世界上所有人都用真心对待别人
那该有多好啊



很多事情 不知道反而更好
知道了某些事后 你就再也无法用回同样的眼光 从同一个角度 去看同一样东西了
对不起 我真的做不到

You've served your purpose.

我从你身上学到了很多东西 谢谢你 :)

The best place to find a helping hand is at the end of your own arm.

伤心难过时谁会在你身边

跌倒时就算是好朋友也是笑完了才扶你起来

这社会  谁不凡事以自己为中心

谁不为自己谋取利益

还在等这个人的出现吗
别傻了
“欲成大事者，至亲可杀。”
还是学会好好保护好自己吧
跌倒的时候记得扶自己一把
不要连最后一丁点的防人之心都收起来
否则你连你最后是怎么死的都不知道